I am so excited! I originally told the Vansome not to worry about getting me a Mother's Day present, but I changed my mind this weekend when I realized I wanted a new camera for the BFDT (Big Family Disney Trip). So it's a little late, but calling it a Mother's Day gift takes away the guilt. We got it from Tiger Direct. It's a refurbished model so the box looks a little rough, but we saved big, which further alleviates guilt. I played with it while I still had E this morning, but I didn't sit down and read the manual until after lunch.
We ate lunch at The Boy's pizza place. A and I had sandwiches and E had his favorite: cheese pizza with no sauce. He told me on the way over, "I don't love sauce." The Boy said he was pleasantly surprised. He said it was "nice" to see us there. I was seriously impressed with the wheat bread on my sandwich. It was very dark, very soft, and quite tasty even apart from the meat, cheese, and creamy italian dressing.
I have 5 hours to keep myself occupied until the season finale of Lost. I've been avoiding Two Peas because apparantly there are some spoilers floating around and I don't trust some troll to not put something in the subject line. I find myself drawn to spoilers when I'm really excited about a show, but I usually regret finding out ahead of time. I like being surprised. One of the things I like about Lost is the twists and turns and secrets and surprises. It really lessens the experience if I know things beforehand. I think that's why I didn't enjoy last week's episode as much as I should have. I thought something was going to happen based on partial spoiler info, and I waited and waited, but I was wrong, or my spoiler was wrong. I don't want to spend tonight's show waiting for specific events that I know are going to occur. I want to be in the moment. And I want to surprised, and maybe even shocked. Those are the episodes I like best. I like to be saying"Whoa" when the credits roll.
I have no qualms about taping the last hour of idol tonight. It overlaps with Lost from 8-9. I probably won't even watch it until tomorrow. I'm sure I'll still be reeling from Lost. Besides, it's not like there's any question that Jordin's winning now. That song last night, oh my. Why oh why can they not find decent songs for their first single? Honestly, even if I had strongly wanted Blake to win, which I didn't, I wouldn't want him to win now just because it would be horrendous for him to have to put that song on his album. I'll watch the first hour just to keep me occupied until 8, and hopefully neither of them will sing that song until after I start taping.
I'm taking generic Zantac again. I'm starting with one a day. When I'm taking two a day and still drinking Mylanta straight from the bottle, then I'll make an appointment with my doctor. That should give me until after the BFDT. Or it may be next week. I'm starting back on the Seroquel tonight after my shows. I had nightmares all night last night after having a mild panic attack before falling asleep. It's time.
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